Driving yourself insane

Tryna be someone

Something you’re not

Starting to breathe heavy

Loosin sight

Loosin mind

Are you really alive?

How will I find

Someone that matters

When I no longer feel 

Everything is just shattered

How did I get here?

Feelings all so numb

Am I dumb

Or am I just crazy?

I thought I had it all figured out

But everything is just out 

Of control

How will I end up if 

I just let myself go? 

I’m scared but if I don’t try 

I will never know